Back to School

I got admission to college 4 yr program about 2 years ago. It's online and I have 7 years to finish, that means I have 5 years left.

I have had two kids back to back. My oldest is 2 now ans youngest 7 months.

I am a stay at home mom and my husband works out of state

I don't have any help and I find myself exhausted at the end of the day.

I barely have time to clean up, relax and 5 mins shower time.

How do I do school, I need it so that when the kids go to school. I can get a good job.

Abit is pressure from family and friends as I am the only one without a degree.

Please help me; encouragement; shared experiences, anything at this point.

I am not the smartest too, so studying online with no teacher is scary. I have paid for one course and so slow its been 6 months. I haven't completed it yet.

I am drowning and scared. I am so ashamed