Smut books

Okay so I’ve recently found I am really into erotica stories and I absolutely LOVE them.. I also found out that reading these kinds of books, I have a new found confidence in myself that I don’t think I’ve ever had. So tonight I decided to try something different and I had thought this thing out all day long about how I wanted it to play out… I was wearing one of his flannel shirts without anything underneath and it was open and a pair of shorts, I am a bigger person so I have a hard time not having my belly covered so it was a big deal for me. He’s had a rough couple months with being laid off and everything well I decided to give him a massage he was wearing only his underwear but I gave him a massage and then when he turned over to lay on his back that’s when things started well I thought it was incredible and like it was hot to me but now I’m second guessing myself because even though we cuddled and laid here he ended up falling asleep so now I’m afraid I did something he wasn’t into or I bored him or something… what would you think??