When I was 14, I was pressured into masturbating by a 34 year old man online. He didn't ask for pictures or videos of me naked, having sex or of myself masturbating but still, I did not wish to masturbate as I come from a Christian mother. He even tried turning me against my mom and claimed she abused me(she did not of course) and to this day, I can't bring myself to tell her because I felt I would be blamed for it all. He was also pressuring me into becoming an atheist(he is one) when trying to turn me against my mom which I did not comply with.

This is not an attack on atheists. Not all atheists are like the one I dealt with. I kindly ask that nobody attack one another over your beliefs.

I dealt with him trying to destroy my relationship with my mom until I was 18 which was when I cut off contact with him. He even pressured me into watching porn when I turned 18 and he would be saying this to teenaged me. I didn't realized how fucked up everything was until I got older. I hid it all from my mom and to this day, I still do.

I never told anyone irl about this due to shame and embarassment. I feel sick to my stomach that it happened to begin with.