Should I go to the hospital?

I’ve always had a lot of bad anxiety and depression. But then sooo soo so much has happened to me this past year, even just the past 6 months have been exhausting. Something is ALWAYS always going on and i just feel like I can’t handle anymore. I feel like it’s crippling me and effecting my every day life. My last two relationships were really toxic and abusive so taking interest in people gives me anxiety. I’ve been sexually assaulted and harassed so many times that men hitting on me gives me anxiety. So many friends have ditched me and turned out fake that having/making friends gives me anxiety. I feel like I can’t find what I want to do with my life, career wise, so trying to work gives me anxiety. My appetite is down and so is my sleep. I’m self destructive of my relationships with everyone in my life. My mind races so severely. I’ve tried therapy and meds from home but I just don’t know that that helps. I don’t know what to do