When he says things like this I feel like ending it all

My brother

I’m 25 he’s 31

He says things like this to me and it breaks me down

He makes over 200k a year

My mom gets 800 for her social security and due to my father dying things have been hard he passed 6 years ago due to medical issues. They all have said I killed my dad though. I left when I was 18 because I couldn’t handle the abusive behavior towards my parents and it and my parents never stood up to him because he always threatened to leave and he was their only son. We have two other sisters 35+

When my dad was alive he helped my siblings with expenses no one helps me with mine I have struggled so much without my dad. The life and treatment they lived I never got that help. I’m just barley starting 3 jobs and school to get back into it and he my brother says things like this I want to just fade away really feeling like ending it all

I love my brother I wish he loved me

All my siblings are like this towards me

I’ve always been the shit of the family and they always say this to me my cousins my siblings on my dads side.

My mom and dad are nice my dad did pass though I’m sorry I can’t talk much rn because I have hurt myself a bit and it has been hard with the work and all