Misfit reject

No one knows how hard it is to be the black sheep everyone fits in is accepted except for you. It's this feeling like you don't fit in and no one wants you there and they could care less about you if you weren't going there anymore

It pisses me off and in high school I saw loners and I reached out to them and it was hard for them to let people in do you know why? It's because people have cold hearted abandoned them they have been in there life and stopped caring and they have felt set apart from everyone felt like an intrusion felt like a burden a problem unwanted and it hurts it hurts everyone having fun at a party or a wedding or a social gathering people laughing having fun talking and you're alone by yourself and no one wants to talk to you no one approach you and if you approach them they look uncomfortable or laugh at you are sarcastic are joking like disdainful

There are people who feel alone they lock themselves up in there bedroom or they lock there hearts up and they hurt there are people who don't have friends people who family is distant from them treat them like they don't matter

How can people any group even a church group see someone who is all alone and not feel the need to intervene to help them find community even Jesus wasn't alone he had twelve disciples so I don't understand how people at party's can ignore people who are alone

What do you do with the feelings of being different? It's you can tell there's these people so social and accepted loved by everyone and there's others that people look at them like why are you even here? Who invited you?

It hurts how do you not let it get to you