Overwhelmed

I am a single mom and have done everything on my own from day one until he is now 1 year old. He goes to daycare full time while I work, but when we get home from daycare I understand he is tired and I have tried to give him lots of attention while making dinner for us, but I know he is hungry, but he refuses to eat the food crying and screaming at the top of his lungs to not eat the damn food. He has been doing this for two weeks now. He is not sick, not a growing teeth 🦷 he just wants things his way. I realize that every time he does this, he knows he'll get his bottle before bed to replace the solids, so tonight I let him cry nonstop then bath 🛁 and bed without a bottle or pacifier.

One thing I won't tolerate is him throwing food out of his mouth and forcing himself to throw up food and crying nonstop over nothing.

Motherhood is very discouraging and depressing.