came in me when i said not to

been seeing this guy for like a month and really like him, we get on rlly well. but we had sex and i said not to cum in me (i’m on the pill but i don’t like risking it) and he basically did it anyway. he insisted it was a mistake and that he meant to pull out.. i got upset and said i wanted to end it with him and he was really apologetic and said he didn’t want to lose me and end something rlly good etc.. i don’t know what to feel about it!

edit: i’m gonna clarify that the risking pregnancy thing isn’t the whole reason i don’t like guys finishing in me.. i’m on BC so i’m not that worried. i mostly just don’t like it! clearing it up for everyone saying i deserved it because i didn’t make him wear a condom