Losing the Hope of Pregnancy

I am completely stressed out of my mind and don’t know where to go with my worries.

I live with my in-laws and need to get out of here, at the moment the only way is to have another baby. I have been trying for the last year after having a miscarriage in March 2022. I was hoping I’d get my ray of hope this month even after trying to have sex around ovulation and having the cramps it seems like it was not meant to be.

I need some guidance, some shimmer of hope. Maybe you could give me some advise through your own experiences. I’m not sure if my weight has a play in me not falling pregnant or the fact I don’t get enough sleep or that my MIL always has something for me to do. I really don’t know what to do. Not sure if I should stop trying altogether, I mean I am hitting 40 soon.

Aaaahh how much I yearn to have one more child. I have been taking prenatal tablets with additional folic acid as well as using conceive plus lubricant etc. i have tried everything.

Any words of wisdom or even support would do.. For all of you whom read this. Thank you! Just keep Mei goth prayers.

GOODLUCK to everyone :)