Anxiety

As we have started telling our families about my pregnancy I hesitated telling my husbands side because we have had a troubled relationship recently and his sister just within the last month had a second trimester miscarriage. Yesterday my husband told me he informed his twin brother of our pregnancy and his brother replied “better not jinx it, don’t want to end up like *sister* and *brother in law*” to which I’m not sure how my husband reacted. And this is my first and only pregnancy thus far and have struggled with the anxiety of infertility since I was in high school so I took this comment very hard. Im worries and still have to wait 2 weeks until my 8 week appointment to confirm baby, all I can do now is keep taking tests and hope that line stays dark 😭