This is normal right?

i'm a mom of a 3yo.

I work days, my partner works nights.

Our kid is with my dad for a couple of days, it's the first time he's sleeping over anywhere.

I'm at home alone and I am bored and I miss my child.

But I am also drinking wine and enjoying a movie and enjoying the peace with ZEEEROO risk of him waking up crying on me tonight.

So there's this grey area where I love and hate it at thesame time

meanwhile, my kid is having the best time of his life with grandpa.