I hate my postpartum body..

I hate my postpartum body.

My baby is 5 weeks old and I'm struggling with how I look. I was so in love with my body before I got pregnant and had my baby and now I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror. I gained 60 pounds during my pregnancy (gestational diabetes) and lost 35 pounds within the first two weeks. I want so desperately to work out but as a single mother of a fussing newborn who never sleeps I don't have the time or energy. I realize I just had a baby but I want to feel like my old self again.

I miss me.