Dude acted like a baby

I dated this guy for over 2 months and basically took advantage of him, and not reciprocating back really at all to him besides a basic thank you. He was willing to do anything for me, got me flowers, checked in on me, cooked for me, spent time with me, etc. We hung out when it was convenient for me, and always had him come my way, didn’t care to go on real dates and rather chill at my place. Anyways, I just deep down knew that I was emotionally unavailable and had some other things to work on, and still miss my ex of 2 years ago, but still kept him on the line by agreeing to be bf and gf only for me to change my mind last minute. I just liked the attention and the company and was basically using him for my needs. He was confused, hurt and didn’t understand why everything came to a crumble and I honestly didn’t have an excuse. So all I said was sorry and how I need to work on myself to be a better person and just didn’t sense a spark with us. Well fast forward a week later, and I am already on a dating app again swiping through guys to link up with for sex because it’s all that I can do to distract myself. Am I wrong to be doing this after leading a guy on and not appreciating him, even it wasn’t for that long of a time? 🤣 Like dude is a simp thinking he stood a chance and still tried anyways, even though I probably didn’t give enough hints earlier to him to gtfoh once I got what I wanted. Anyways that’s my little rant, maybe I am a sucky person or then again more power to me, I’m in control and will do whatever with guys on my terms and when I’m ready to settle I know a special guy will be waiting for me. In the meantime, imma take what I can get! 😈😚