Cheated on me with SIX women. I feel I’m going insane!

Im currently 6 months pregnant and have cut off all contact with the father. He has played me, cheated on me, and knowingly gave me stds while pregnant!! Once I found out it was a wrap, no turning back. Curiosity killed the cat, right? I have a bad habit that once I have an intuition I keep searching until I find what I’m looking for. Long behold I found my answers, not one, not two but he was juggling SIX!!! women at once all throughout our FOUR YEAR relationship and my pregnancy. They all had story highlights with him in the background, at the house, at his job, in his car I decorated!!! How I could be so blind to not see it sooner?

I’ve spent most of my pregnancy crying from all he has put me through and to this day continue to find out. I know eventually I will become stronger but at the current moment I am processing it and feel as if I’m going insane from all this information.

He is currently blocked on absolutely everything and I have installed a blink camera on my door to have proof when he shows up at my house that he is harassing me. I don’t plan on putting his last name, nor letting know when I give birth, and I plan on filing for child support. Everybody tells me he is going to make my life hell and try to control me once the baby is born. All these years and throughout my pregnancy when I have blocked him or refused to have any contact with him he calls nonstop on private, shows up at my house, uses other people’s phone etc nonstop for weeks and even months until finally reaching me….

Any tips on how to cope with this or how to make my life less stressful when the baby is born would be helpful. I feel I’m going insane from how blind I have been all these years