I need some advice I want to know if I’m in the wrong or making a big deal .

I’m a SAHM . Newly actually my boyfriend takes care of everything now in not used to that at all . I’m used to working and making money but we just had a baby and he insisted I stay at home w the kids I also have 2 other kids from a previous relationship and he has 1 kid as well . When I used to work I made really good money so I used to help out w bills and I would take care of everything that had to do w my kids . For his birthday or Holidays or Father’s Day I always made sure to go all out and give him gifts . He has as well but he doesn’t go all out like I do which I understand not everyone gives gifts the same . He has a really good paying job and makes really good money well my issue here is he’s recently gotten into buying football cards . And not just a couple but he has spent approximately about 2k on cards he keeps telling me how he’s going to make so much profit and make money . And it bothers me a bit bc it’s the holidays and he should wait after to spend so much money . I currently don’t work and i unfortunately wasn’t able to get him anything for Christmas. but also i noticed he didn't get me anything as well . It does bother me a bit due to the fact that I never spend anything on myself I always give everything to them instead . am I in the wrong ? i just feel like even if it was something small it would of been nice he spends so much money on himself all the time and i feel like i deserve something