17 Week Loss

This week I lost my baby girl at just 17 weeks. We were putting together my two year olds bed when I felt a gush. Went to the bathroom and there was my baby girl. It was the most terrifying thing to happen to me and I ended up having to have a d&c to deliver the placenta and stop me from bleeding out.

I keep reliving the past few weeks questioning everything that I had done even though they told me it was nothing I did to cause this. The pain of losing my baby girl and having her be born at home sleeping is comparable to nothing else.