I am in a relationship with my boyfriend and have been for 8 years nearly. Recently I have become more and more sexual and wanting experience things I didn’t get to when I was younger and before kids etc.

(I was with a woman for 11 years who was controlling and barely touched me, my kids are artificially inseminated, just to clarify)

I have spoken openly to my boyfriend about wanting to go off and experience things and he says he’s ok with it because I didn’t get to before. My worry is that things will take a turn after events have unfolded.

He said it won’t and he will still love me and that he would never leave me, it’s just sex and having fun.

I’m going to a fetish club night with some friends but he doesn’t want to go and anxiety is kicking in 😬 We have both done things together with our friend but this will be the first time going alone to a club seeking attention so to speak.

Btw We do have sex, it’s nothing to do with that, it’s more of the fact I want to experience new things and get it out my system 🤔 I want sex all the time and he’s happy whenever, which can be months. Which is fine, I love him and if he’s not into it then I won’t push for it.

Thoughts?