Feeling mixed Emotions

Tiffani

Is it wrong to feel like I can't be excited about a new pregnancy until I have the new baby in my arms and alive and healthy? My husband and I started trying for a baby in September of 2023. I had gotten pregnant immediately but miscarried at the beginning of November. I am currently 2 days past when my period should have started. I have a pack of pregnancy tests but I am terrified that if I take it and it is positive, I will miscarry again. The loss in November was my second miscarriage. I would get so excited when I see the positive test but now, I'm scared of what will happen in the coming weeks after for sure knowing that I am pregnant. I have 2 children, I'm told to be happy that at least I have them. It doesn't help the pain knowing that there is a possibility that even though I would like another baby, I may not get one. I had the dream of having a big family like the one I grew up in but that dream is slowly fading. Nobody in my family or friends seem to understand how I feel and it makes me feel so alone.

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