I need insight from those who has more than 1 C-section

So I had to have an emergency C-section with my 4th child and I'm able to deliver my double rainbow 🌈🌈 baby vaginally however I'm too traumatized to do so being that when I attempted with my daughter it led to an emergency C-section. I have to choice to have another C-section I would like to know from other woman who've had more than one C-section the risks as well as the recovery after having another one please any tips personal experiences would be greatly appreciated. I have 3 more months left in 2weeks when I go back to my OBs office we'll discuss the scheduled date for the C-section.