Emotional!!

Hello, i had my baby boy in january 2024. So it is nearly 4 months since i had him, and the missing pregnancy feeling isn't going away. Its to point now i have pain in my chest as feel so upset. I love my baby and waking up to see his face is the most amazing feeling ive ever felt., but i want to feel the kicks, see my belly grow and even waddle about and struggle to shave my legs etc, even the nausea...i miss. I love my baby so much. Does anyone else feel like this?