first appointment went horrible

to preface me and my fiancé have been ttc over a year now. i’ve been crying since i left. my last period was march 20th and on May 10th i got a positive test. i was so happy because i had tested the first of may and it was negative. i went to the doctor, peed on a stick and it was very positive. She told me i was 7w 6d which didn’t sound right to me but i was like okay. she said we could do an ultrasound but when we went to do it she didn’t see anything. so she did a vaginal and said that she didn’t see anything. didn’t even take the fucking thing out of me before talking about miscarriage and ectopic pregnancies. i immediately start crying and they stop. i get dressed (shaking violently about to puke) and we sit down in a conference room thing and she makes me signs papers about “ectopic precautions” and “miscarriage precautions” that’s literally what the papers say. i signed them and then held it together enough to get out of there and as soon as i got to the parking lot i lost it. She didn’t do any blood work or anything and i just feel like there was no way she could have made this conclusion. She was an RN, idk if that makes a difference but me and my fiancé were sure that we were going to either miscarry or it not be viable. after talking with family and friends they said that the doctor was probably wrong about how far along i was, i’m hoping that’s the case. not to mention she tried to shove the bible down my throat (gave me a literal pamphlet) after i told her i was not religious. i don’t even want to sleep now in case i start bleeding but im trying not to think negatively. i have an appointment with an obgyn thursday. i’m just so scared.