No bond with baby 😢 I just feel so lost

Hi ladies im FTM and my boy is currently 2 and half weeks old. I had an awful pregnancy bleeding throughout and told I would lose him and then had a traumatic birth.

I currently feel like my baby just doesn’t like me. He seems to cry a lot more when he’s with me and he never settles in my arms. Whilst my partners at work he just seems to cry the entire day no matter what I do, however, as soon as my partner gets home and picks him up he completely settles.

I’ve also noticed when I have visitors or when grandparents pick him up they can stop him crying immediately, he even settles at their house when they put him down he just sits content. He never ever sits content for me. My partner always says to me pass him here after so long of trying to stop him crying and he stops straight away.

I feel like I have absolutely no bond with this baby that I’ve dreamt about for so long and it’s breaking my entire heart but I can’t open up to anyone about it. I sit with envy at every single person he is content for and go into the toilet and just sob my heart out. I actually will people to take him off me to make him happy 😢 I just feel so lost