11 weeks and next appointment cancelled

I’m so frustrated and need to vent. My original doctor for the last 4 years moved so I had to be transferred to another Dr… before my first appointment I found some very disturbing information on him circulating social media and hardly any reviews but I decided to go ahead and see him. The appointment was rushed, he refused to listen to me when I spoke on wanting to confirm medications with my rheumatologist(I have lupus), and so I decided I wasn’t comfortable and requested a new Dr. They call me this morning saying they aren’t sure any of the other doctors will accept me and they cancelled my next appointment on the 23rd. We live in the middle of nowhere where and doctors are limited. I’m so frustrated 😭 and now I have no idea when I’ll have another appointment. Due to have a lupus diagnosis I’m considered high risk so it makes me anxious… this is my third baby and I’ve been with this office for ALL of my doctors so I’m just feeling very defeated.