Wow things have changed ! My baby is a month and a half and she’s such a blessing in my life. I’m adjusting to this change but I can’t help thinking about the life I had before her. I would go out more often and I genuinely felt stronger. This new life has left me feeling a weak and easily hurt. I get upset at small things and shattered by big things, which makes it hard to get over. I want to go out but I still have this form of anxiety thinking ‘how will she be when we do go out?’ I don’t know if this also is a part of postpartum but I feel less connected to my husband aswell. I feel blessed and stressed at the same time. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Is this a mutual feeling or am I just overthinking everything?