I’m a mother of 3 I have a four yo 2 1/2yo and 1y2. I’m going crazy very crazy! I’m a sahm. I have no neighbors it’s just my kids and me and my husband. He’s a great dad he loves our kids and they adore him but I feel like he doesn’t help me much. And he’s always saying well I’m the bread maker I’m the one who brings bread to the table I’m the one who wakes up at 3am to work. And I tell him and I’m the one who cooks for you cleans for you washes clothes for you has your kids well fed and clean. And he says that that’s easy that I can rest when ever I want. He doesn’t help bath them. He goes out to help other people like family or friends do whatever just to be out of the house. So I stay alone with kids. It sucks im tired I look like crap and smell like it too. And worst I feel that I’m so mean to my kids. I scream at them for little things and just so strict to them when they just want to play. I just get mad and say I got no time for games. And it sucks for them every night I go to sleep feeling the worst and saying I will be better the next day and it happens all over again. 4 yo and 2yo fight a lot and when they play with each other they usually gang up on baby. Baby wakes up so many times at night just randomly crying. I don’t even get a good night sleep. My brain is so over stimulated. I react so bad on stupid little things. But over all I love my kids and do try. I just which the work load was devided and that he would at least say go out for a couple of hours I got the kids. Nope he’s like well your the mom and you wanted kids. Any ways I just wanted to vent for anyone else going through the same thing. I pray it gets easier. For all of us.