lonely and pregnant

so i’m 6 months pregnant and i haven’t had the support i should be getting ! my baby father is never around he has only came to 2 appointments and has sent money twice and he doesn’t really talk to me much he always claims his phone don’t work well and that he’s busy or sick or working i have been so lonely and idk how to feel ! i asked him about the baby shower and he told me how i was trying to be experience when all i asked was for him to go half on a small hall ! he makes me feel like im crazy and bitter he said i make him feel bad for no reason he also claims he’s gotten the baby all this stuff but really it’s stuff he already had from his other kids which im greatful for but why can’t u buy her new things he works and i can’t work atm it’s like he doesn’t care about my daughter as much as he did his first 2 idk how to feel and i don’t have people to talk to that actually understands what im going thru !