I am over the moon and my soon to be ex men hates it!

Hey,

I just need to ventilate bc I can’t understand it, but I do think 💭 that I start to understand what have happened. For as long as we are dating, together etc I always said very clearly I want to get 3 children, I love a big family 🥰 and now faith gave me my period back after almost four years no period! And we started talking about baby 3 and he said yes we always talk about this but after this child it’s enough for me. I got pregnant 🤰🏼 that month and I felt so blessed! 😇 and right away I notice he hated it! No interest like with our daughter’s, I got blood 🩸 lose and he almost look relieved 😮‍💨. But luckily the blood lose was harmless and maybe a miss twin. In all this time I got extra ultrasound’s he never 👎 wanted to go, he didn’t even remembered the appointments. After the appointment’s he never 👎 ask for a picture from MY baby. He never touch my body anymore. Suddenly it’s completely over. And sadly in the past he did this before he have a son that is now 14 years old and he barely have seen that boy. The mother change his last name eventually bc he never 👎 ever search contact with him. This is the same thing again! I am going into the tenth week and that is the moment you get the ultrasound to check everything and then that you reveal your pregnancy 🤰🏼 he don’t care! So I have decided to do this solo I can’t wait longer because he also starts to be angry at our daughter’s. He change this year so extremely fast but atp I can’t say I wait until he start feeling love ❤️ for my baby. I am not scared to go solo when our youngest daughter was born he also left us completely alone for 2 year’s. So I had to expect this but still it’s shocking 😳 bc he never treated me like this while I am pregnant. I have the horrible idea that he had the idea I just play along she also get miscarriages so then she never can say you didn’t want it. But I am not a child we talk this over and everybody around me says it, when your men hear the word pregnancy 🤰🏼 he looks angry and depressed 😔 not happy or proud. But I am proud 🥹 just as proud as with my oldest or youngest daughter. So I am going solo bc every child deserve the same love and commitment from a parent simple. Have anybody else experienced this? Bc my patience is up 🆙