Is this a petty excuse ?

I’ve been thinking so much about my current relationship. I have been wanting to end it but then I don’t….

My bf and I have been together for a long time and only hang out in the weekends because of our distance/ schedules.

When I’m with him in person he’s fine! No issues. But lately he’s been so hostile over texts and phone.

He got this habit of texting me during an argument and when I am typing back, he either goes on airplane mode or turns off his phone so my texts don’t go through. I’m getting sick of it!

I can’t even communicate because he shuts me off. If I’m being honest, it gives me narcissist vibes.

For example, this past weekend I canceled on him last minute because I felt sick. I felt like I was coming down with a cold on Thursday but didn’t tell him because I didn’t think I was sick…it felt like allergies to be honest. Saturday came along and I told him I wanted to stay in because I really did get sick.i actually caught a fever. The night before (friday) I had gone out with family to watch the dodger game and we drank a little. I think that’s where I got worse. He was livid. He started to argue that I was lying about being sick and that I sure did have time to drink and watch a baseball game but didn’t have time to see him Sunday. (Btw he hates baseball) He called me a liar and would go on airplane mode so that I wasn’t able to reply back. Minutes later he called me and I didn’t pick up because I was sleeping. I actually had a fever. I have like 20 texts saying I’m probably at the gym and lied about being sick. He even face timed called me. again, I called back and my call didn’t go through. Not sure if he blocks me or goes on airplane mode. He’s confessed blocking me before. He then argues that I suck at communicating. lol. Clearly it’s him. He even started googling the times of the dodger game and went back to my texts Friday night to ensure I was indeed out during that time…

Monday he texted me fine and said he hates not being able to see me. Never even acknowledged how sick I was. I was lagging to text back. I told him I was working from home since I still woke up sick. He was super livid again saying “why didn’t you tell me you had been working at home all this time” I told him that just because I’m working from home doesn’t mean I can text or call 24/7. Again blocks me so my texts don’t go through. It’s 6pm and I’m cooking dinner. Had a missed call at 6:10. It was 6:35 and again have 20 texts going off on me saying I never pick up the phone. He also says “you’re a little too grown to turn your iMessage off” like what? I didn’t do that shit he does. He turns iMessage off so I can think I’m being blocked or my messages don’t go through on iPhone. I reply with “I was fucking eating” I was irate at this point.

I’m about to send a follow-up text saying “hey I’ll return your call shortly” didn’t go through. He blocked me or turned his phone off. I called and indeed his phone was off or I was blocked .

Today at 12pm I get a missed call. I’m at work and he texts “I just called figured you were on lunch but I guess you didn’t pick up”

I replied with “yes I’m at work but I can call you after …I’m done playing these games….how do you expect for me to reach out when you block me or turn your phone off”

Well guess what my text didn’t go through. He’s probably going to text pissed again saying I can’t communicate or return his calls….

Again he acts fine in person but this behavior is really irritating me. Not sure if he is just frustrated he hasn’t seen me??