Advice?
Its so hard..
having 3 kids with your first love.
Loving a person for so long and just slowly feeling distance between us.
Im reminding myself ..
stress , depression , money..
could be signs of what is causing this.
One income family so definitely financially struggling.
But then it could also be
Weed , falling out of love with each other ..
Once the weed was out of the picture there was hardly any arguing. Now that its back it has been consistent.
Arguing , disagreeing, negativity, no communication .. just lonely.
No jokes , no short conversations just talking to each other having a good time.. (without the back n forth bickering) no random hugs or kisses. No encouragement or any words of support , as if hes proud of me in the slightest.
No sexual interest either with feeling so pushed away and just lonely.
He is never smiling , never giving me random hugs or kisses .. car rides he just has a straight face. No singing , no talking .. just attitude.
never wanting to do anything with just me.
If we ever have a chance with each other he has to ruin it with a terrible mood. If he is talkative or being nice to me .. just to be sexual and try to have sex.
I absolutely hate this feeling.
I know marriage is hard.
Not technically married but pretty much , just without the papers.
Been together 8 years.
I know times get hard and you have to push through.
Just waiting for the breakthrough.
Im trying to get a job to help.
But Ive been a stay at home mom over 5 years. I just don’t think it should feel like this even during hard times
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