Feeling useless

My nerves are so shot right now and I don’t know how to calm them.

University is the hardest shit ever and I hate it. I hate that if I make one mistake in my major I will be set back so far.

Lesson planning is not my thing and it should be if I want to teach. But it’s just so draining. Being watched and observed/graded is uncomfortable. Being in 4th year should be exciting but it’s sucking the life out of me. I do good in some courses and in others I just suck.

Any education majors out there? Does it get any better