Would you unblock him?

I’ve been with my bf for 9+ years! Never lived with eachother.

Well we have been arguing a lot! This whole relationship was becoming unhealthy! Arguments started with him calling me “mother fucker” and a “bitch” I would block him for a day and he’d spam my phone apologizing saying he was sorry! I forgave him.

Then arguments became about me refusing to get pregnant. He didn’t want to wear a condom …I told him I would get pregnant until we got married. That day he refused to wear a condom and kicked me out of his room. I changed and left. As I was ready to get into my car he started to yell and picked up a rock. I don’t know if he was going to aim at me but he threw that rock against the wall and told me I was not going to leave him. He showed up at my parents house crying saying I can’t leave him. My parents never knew what really happened and felt sorry for him. I forgave Him.

Then arguments because so nasty. He would make fun of my appearance when I would tell him I was going to dump him. He would make fun of my genitals, my back acne, my razor bumps, etc

Last week I just woke up and had enough! He started an argument when I suggested a new sex position! Yes really!! He asked how did I learn that and said my boss probably taught me. wtf my boss???? He started saying I probably slept with him.

I blocked him and became so proud of myself. Just today I get an unknown voicemail of him with a sorry tone of voice. He said he loves me and misses me and apologizes for everything he has put me through.

I’m so weak and am tempted to unblock him and see potential for change but then I remember I gave him many chances.