silent miscarriage ? or possibility they were wrong ??

i just left this morning from the worst appointment i could ever have. im supposed to be 9 weeks 3 days today and went in this morning excited. first she tried a belly ultrasound and we couldnt see clearly so we did the transvaginal. immediately i noticed the baby wasnt moving and in my previous pregnancys i remember my girls moving a lot in the first one. i kinda new something was wrong but it felt like she looked so quick and didnt zoom in and look in other directions for the heart beat. i know im just probably sad and hoping for the best bc what im going through but i cant help but to feel like im not for sure miscarrying.

- i have no symptoms no bleeding no cramping, they also didnt give me a measurement of what the baby wasnt measuring today to see if it wasnt on track ??? just put me ina room to discuss options.. idk i want to get a second ultrasound but afraid i will be turned down. i just wanted to check for a second longer.. i guess i prepare myself to pass naturally at home now… any advice ? is this like giving birth ??