Oh lord!!!!!

I've been seeing my brother's friend for about 11 months now. Just talking lol we haven't done anything YET! , my brother met him while taking a ride on his bike to Virginia and my other 2 brother's - brother in laws . They met 3 yrs ago i met him at my brother wedding 2 yrs ago . First time i saw him my mind went straight to the gutter . He is thick like those videos that some women be posting there husband "I WANT A BIG BOY " lol he is that white collar man that loves his bike he is 6"4 long black hair beard ugh omg lol . But yes straight to the point ................. but yeah we've been seeing eachother for 11 months now and he is a big flirt in a respectful way with me , he said he sometimes helps his gay bestfriend with models for pictures < sexy pictures> and he got called up yesterday for some pictures YALL WOW JUST FUCKING WOW !!!!!!! LIKE i have seen him shirtless in boxer briefs BUT THOSE PICTURES i still feel my face red . He brought me the envelope and said " shower ,eat, after you are done call me on FaceTime and open the envelope" ! Ok?. I did on FaceTime i got so red < you know that nervous feeling you get when you get close to that guy you like for the first time THAT'S HOW I FELT> . I saw all of him like ALL OF HIM !!!!! Now am a horny mess i cant stop looking at them