Recovery c section alone

So I go in for my c section next week and I’m still not sure if my baby father will be at the hospital but I know for sure he won’t be there after I come home I have a toddler and I live alone I have no help from family my mom can’t even really take care of herself and I already have to leave my toddler with her while I’m in the hospital ! idk how to feel or how I’ll even deal with my recovery yes I can be a great mother to 2 but while healing I just ain’t sure how to cope with that ! I guess I will have no choice but it hurts that my baby father can’t even help after I done got cut open to have his baby ! This is one of the main reasons I just don’t want him on the birth certificate or anything at this point call me bitter but he hasn’t did anything for us this whole pregnancy he didn’t even show up to my baby shower ugh I just needed to vent I don’t need negativity in the comments please 😔😔