Feeling so discouraged :/

My cycle was weird this month. Usually I ovulate cycle day 13/14 sometimes 12 even. But this month I got my peak on day 15, but checked my cervix and didn't feel like it was as soft as it usually is. Next day it was firm. Day after it was super soft, open, and I had a lot of egg white cm and felt super in the mood more so than the day I got my peak. So I'm thinking maybe I didn't even ovulate until 2 days after my peak? So now I'm really only 9dpo when I was thinking I was 10/11. Been getting negative tests every day but really thought this was my month. Period is expected sometime between Friday-Sunday this weekend but really idek. It's just so frustrating