Twins

I found out last week I’m having twins and I am just a nervous wreck. I am SO grateful for this gift (especially after my husband had cancer and our first is IVF, our second a surprise, and we tried for a third and are having twins), like beyond grateful, but I am absolutely petrified. I never saw myself having four kids. I’m scared my body won’t be able to handle it because I’ve had preterm labor with my first. Just so many factors. My husband is so excited and I’m so glad he is. If any of yall found out and were very apprehensive, when did the nerves start to fade and you started getting excited? I pray this doesn’t seem like an ungrateful post. I am still honestly just in shock and feel terrible for still feeling this way.