Trying for #2

Trigger warning talks of MC

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I am currently 23 with a 3 yearold boy, I have tried conceiving many times for the past three years. I have miscarried twice and had near death experiences by both. I really am hoping I can have at least one more before being done, I was told when I miscarried the 2nd time a year ago that I would more than likely not be able to have more children. But they wouldn’t give me reasoning. So I’ve been so lost on if I should stop trying or keep trying. I contacted a fertility doctor but that’s still 3 months out. I’m hoping for a rainbow baby 🥹 just thought I would vent a bit I don’t have anyone to talk to about this type of things so it’s nice to be able to on here, good luck to everyone baby dust to all 💗