Twin pregnancy confirmed

Hi,

I posted on this group last week, I had super high numbers and today doctor confirm twin pregnancy…

I started crying, I feel so so bad for not being excited. We did ivf and I took the decision to put two embryos but I guess I didn’t think this through enough and now I am petrified. We already have one 2,5yo child from ivf that I love more than life itself. And I was so excited for the new single pregnancy, for the breastfeeding, for the newborn snuggle but now having two I need to mourn the pregnancy I had in mind I guess. It’s a horrible feeling and I feel so guilty to feel that way. Hoping one embryo will not stick. Did anyone feel like that? Is it normal? I’m so lost and confused ❤️‍🩹