ANXIETY after Loss! TW!!

First off how do yall ladies deal with the anxiety of being pregnant after a miscarriage?

I’ve had three consecutive miscarriages in the last year and a half.

I’m currently 7w6d as now. On Tuesday I paid for a private scan and baby was measuring 7w4d at the scan. Heart rate was 154bpm. I’ve had multiple scans due to some light bleeding, being extremely high risk and other things that scared me and I went into OB Triage/OB urgent/ER. Everytime we’ve seen baby on the scan the heart rate has gone up strongly!!

I’m so beyond thankful and blessed to be able to conceive as easily as I do!

My question to yall is, how do yall deal with the anxiety and worry?

At my private scan the tech told me I had some blood in my cervix and I would spot for a few days!

Just seeing light brown-extremely light pink spotting has me freaked tf out. The tech also said the SCH was pretty much healed up and gone and the twin was also starting to “vanish” l.

I was also diagnosed with a subchorionic hemorrhage & a vanishing twin. I know that that’s probably the spotting I’m seeing currently but I’m still so freaking worried and anxious! 😢💔🥺

Please help Ease my mind with helpful tips!

I pray a lot about it and that helps but I need something more to help me!

Also, I’m going back in tomorrow to get another private scan to check up on baby!

Thanks in Advance, thanks if you’ve made it this far as well!