Feel lost.

Hi friends I come to vent I need you opinions. My baby daddy decided to get get lit ❄️ on his own in our house back room. While I was away with our 2 little ones @ target. I knew it was going to be a bad night bc of how he gets. I got myself,little ones ready for bed once I seen my littles asleep I decided to read my bible when I hear something fall and I then hear my baby daddy run to room asking who was I talking to he heard a guy I said no I’m reading my bible look and he kept going back&forth that he heard a guy I probably snook someone in to fuck me bc he doesn’t touch me anymore. I kept ignoring him I just felt asleep to not hear him talk b.s I woke up 1am to check up on my littles ones when I seen him sitting in the corner of my bed watching me sleep I asked him what was he doing you look scary you look different he said that he heard a guy fucking me that my pants have oil stains bc of the lube I used I said my pants are dirty which they weren’t I had clean pjs on. I couldn’t go back to sleep he was going in & out of my room I feel disgusted the things he was saying to me. He started going through my closet going thru my underwear’s he said he found a condom I said to our hallucinating bad he said he’s not crazy he told me in my face I’m going to 100% fuck your sister bitch just watch am do it bc you did it! I just stood quite shook. I really wanted to tell him well look you have 2 brother remember that but I stood quietly. Would you talk shit next time how he speaks? I am trying to figure something out to leave in silence and put a restraining order on very soon.