Preeclampsia

Hey momas, in 2019 i found out i had preeclampsia at my last baby appointment and they sent me to the hospital to give birth to my son who was born a month and a week early. We almost died in the process and it was a very terrifying experience . I feel like i was in and out of it during the whole birthing process and as soon as i gave birth i got to see him for a minute and he was gone to the nicu. He was there until his due date. I felt so robbed of it all.. im now due again with my second baby (different father) and i just want to know if anyone else that has a similar situation had to deal with preeclampsia the second go around or had a healthy pregnancy?