I hate my husband

I know I should leave. He’s so narcissistic and so far from being emotionally supportive, I literally can’t take it anymore. I try to deal with him because I’m 35 weeks with our second & he supports me financially so it’s not easy to just pack up and leave at this moment. He literally knows what he’s doing to me and I hate it and him for it. I know I deserve better and I sometimes regret even going through with this pregnancy but I did it for me, not him. I just feel it would have been easier to leave with just our daughter because I know he’s not going to co-parent. I really just needed to vent. I already told my therapist I plan to leave by the end of the year if things don’t change (which at this point all hope is gone). I just hate that I’ll have to be in a shelter with my 2 children but yk, temporary sacrifices for a long term gain. Any advice for the time being? Any tips on leaving someone who’s basically the provider of the family? Or how I can cope until then? I won’t be working, I don’t have a car, my credit is ass. I get food stamps/WIC already, I secretly got one of the phones that the government pays for in the case that he takes me off the phone plan.. I do use Survey Junkies earn a little cash here and there in the bank account I don’t share with him but that isn’t enough to cover much. I’m honestly just so stressed. Scared that I’m going to fall into PPD, trying to find ways to cope and manage before baby gets here but really can’t help my emotions getting the best of me sometimes. I write, take walks, deep breaths, etc to try to remain calm and civil but I just really really dislike this man. I can’t wait until I’m in the position to go because staying is literally driving me insane.