Hardest decision of my life

Hello! I’m just asking for advice because I don’t know what to do in the situation I’m in.

I’m from the US, my fiancée is from Scotland. We’ve been together for a year now, and have been traveling back and forth throughout the year visiting. He came to visit in early May, and last week I found out I was pregnant. He says that he will stay and love me no matter what i choose, and that it is my body and my choice BUT he has also stressed that he thinks that getting an abortion is the right thing to do. His reasoning is that we haven’t even filed for our K1 visa yet and being involved in his child’s life from across the world will be impossible, and he has extreme anxiety about leaving his job and family in Scotland so abruptly. He said that if I would agree to take the abortion pill, he would pay for it.

The issue is that I really don’t want to abort this baby. I have done nothing but sob for the past few days, thinking about terminating this pregnancy and how it will affect me after it’s done. I’m afraid I will never be the same again, but I also feel like I don’t really have a choice right now.

Also to add, I’m VERY pro choice. I just didn’t think I’d be able to make the choice to have an abortion for myself. Am I being unreasonable or selfish for wanting to keep this baby?