2nd baby

How do you know when you’re ready for baby number 2? Part of me wants my babies really close in age but the other part of me just keeps thinking about how much I physically have to go through , pregnancy birth etc, the hormones everything it’s just a lot and I’m just now finally feeling like myself again. I will probably never find a perfect time, but how do you decide ?😩 my hubby is starting to drop subtle hints that he wouldn’t mind another one soon. We are 9 months postpartum is for sure like to wait until a year to start trying . Idk

ALSO I haven’t really got my sex drive back at all yet so there’s that 😔