Wish I started earlier

Almost 30 and been ttc for a couple years with one loss. I keep beating myself up for not starting ttc earlier. Maybe I would have had an easier time getting and staying pregnant in my earlier twenties. Or at least I'd have more time to try. And I want several kids with a couple years between each and that feels impossible now. I wanted to be married and have a house and a steady job and all that first, and the pandemic kind of threw a big wrench in things too and its like one day I just blinked and went from 22 to 29.