Weight issues

Hi guys I know no one will answer because no one really ever dose on here that's why I don't post much but this month mostly I've been upset about my weight I'm 103 at the moment and ik before I go on most of you will say what 103 that's not a lot at all but for me that is I usually am 95-97 pounds so I'm not used to being 100 anything and I'm EXTREMELY Sorry If I annoy anyone but it's something I struggle with and I also have orthorexia which means I obsess over eating healthy and I try not to but I can't do/did you ever feel like this or can relate if so what got you past it