Pregnant

Hello ladies I got pregnant from a guy that only called me for sex but I do love him .. I told him that I was preg so he said he wanted me to get rid of the baby and that I kept it he want going to be there or help at all and I won’t see him anymore .. so I decided to tell him I solved the problem just to continue seeing him but in reality I lied to him ..!!! I kept my baby !!!!! So now I feel bad that I lied about it should I tell him later on or just live my life without saying anything to him for being a coward !!? I forgot to mention we both knew we were not using any birth control method