He changed his mind

My boyfriend and i been trying for a baby for 2 months now, he was so on board until we had a bad argument which almost led to us breaking up, he now is telling me he wants.me to get an abortion if i am pregnant because he thinks we should wait Im honestly really hurt by this.. but of course im not the type to force someone to be a dad if they are not wanting to be one. It is so difficult for me to have a successfulpregnancy as i have miscarried plenty of times in the past. But how to i cope with this? Knowing im pregnant and going to abort. :(