Do I give in and get an abortion?

Yesterday morning I (19) took a test and found out that I am around 7 weeks pregnant with my boyfriend of 3 years (21). It was a huge shock as I didn’t expect to see the 2 lines. My period is usually always delayed and have only gotten pregnancy scares in the past.

Here’s the thing.. as soon as I saw the 2 lines I called my boyfriend straight away. In the past he has expressed to me that he isn’t ready for kids now which I completely understood as I was not either. I took the necessary precautions of using I birth control pills from when we first started dating + we had been using the pullout method so this was a complete ACCIDENT. After telling him yesterday he told me to call my doctor, and book an appointment for an abortion. I haven’t even had time to process any of this, but due to my Christian faith abortion is the last thing i want. He has told me multiple times over the past 24 hours that it isn’t the right time, we have to ‘put ourselves first’, we’ll get through this together, etc. Just the thought of having to go through with it breaks me down to tears as I know I will suffer with the guilt. It’s the last thing I want, but I don’t know how to get that through to him without him thinking I purposely trying to ‘trap’ him or ruin his life.

Any advice as I’m not the best communicator with my words especially as he is a man he will never truly understand. I have more or less just been scared to voice my opinion to him out of fear.

Thank you ladies❤️