Feeling melancholy

A bit disheartened this evening! Last week on Sunday started talking to a guy, we texted for 4 days straight and went on a date by Wednesday! It ended with a kiss and he asked to see me again before he left out of town to pick up his girls (whom he hadn’t seen in a year due to being deployed)! The day after the date he seemed to get distant and when I talked to him Thursday evening he assured me he was still interested!

Yet the following days he continued to be distant and I initiated all the texts! This morning I got the goodbye text! It had been so long since I felt as excited as I did with him and I don’t know where I went wrong or what happened! Just sad and losing hope! Didn’t even get a chance to see if it could go anywhere! I know I’ll bounce back but this evening I’m just sad and disappointed that yet again I was rejected before it could even start!! Told one thing. It shown something else! So tiring!